10 years have passed

Subhanallah…

10 years have passed
since i decided

to change my ways
to live and not waste
this Life for Allah’s pleasure and grace.

It was a major step then
much bane
much pain
just to stay sane

Friends say ,"Why not wait?
Till u’re older."
"Won’t u regret?
And take it off later?"

I said to myself,
"I am doing this with all my heart,
I am sure this will never part..
from me
and will be
from now on,
reminder for me on who I am
checks on what I do
knocks on me my purpose in life
Nothing but seeking His Pleasure.

Now to think of it..
how silly can it be.
A piece of cloth can cause such
emotional battles,
psychological hauntings
and endless monologues.

Alhamdulillah
I am glad I was helped by Him.

I wish to tell the world
My hijab has helped me change for the better
When i initially thought to change for the better i put on the hijab.

Thank you Allah for this piece of cloth.

May Allah reward the beloved FMSA sisters who brought me to it. 

One Response to “10 years have passed”

  1. Wanda Says:

    Congrats ya kak..:)
    It’s true, a piece of cloth that means a lot :)

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