Faithchild

Subhanallah…

10 years have passed
since i decided

to change my ways
to live and not waste
this Life for Allah’s pleasure and grace.

It was a major step then
much bane
much pain
just to stay sane

Friends say ,"Why not wait?
Till u’re older."
"Won’t u regret?
And take it off later?"

I said to myself,
"I am doing this with all my heart,
I am sure this will never part..
from me
and will be
from now on,
reminder for me on who I am
checks on what I do
knocks on me my purpose in life
Nothing but seeking His Pleasure.

Now to think of it..
how silly can it be.
A piece of cloth can cause such
emotional battles,
psychological hauntings
and endless monologues.

Alhamdulillah
I am glad I was helped by Him.

I wish to tell the world
My hijab has helped me change for the better
When i initially thought to change for the better i put on the hijab.

Thank you Allah for this piece of cloth.

May Allah reward the beloved FMSA sisters who brought me to it.